Monthly Archive for December, 2011

Reenacting the Song of Freedom

Diary: 2011/12/18 at 00:32

Today I am experiencing something I had truly never experienced before in my entire life. Never would I have imagined that the things I have been doing over the past couple of months would have an impact of this magnitude on the way my human vessel eventually started behaving like.

Now, now. I will stop talking like my grandmother: My body feels oddly relieved.

The reason for my fatigue probably developed after I spent the largest part of the year working with little to no rest. It is true that I had plenty of afternoons and weekends to myself, but I never truly imagined that after almost three years of leaving a relatively lax lifestyle in which I had little to do and did pretty much nothing but that, I would grow tired of merely getting up in the morning and being a normal human for once.

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Chaos May Ensue

Diary: 2011/12/10 at 04:22

I consider living a predictable or perfectly premeditated life somehow of a blessing and a curse at the same time. A blessing because there are no surprises along the way, and the expected result almost always can be obtained; A curse because there should be no absolutes in this world where we simply enjoy avoiding and destroying that which we consider an approximation to ab absolute.

My life? Ever since I left the homeland, my life has taken a serious of considerably unexpected turns: From my indecision regarding my education to a new found love for many different kinds of music and the possibility (but not the will) to pursue a plethora of activities I always wanted to take a part of. The original plan was to somehow infiltrate the videogame industry through a degree related to Computer Science, but the plan soon change to infesting human minds with my ridiculously hideous and morally bent conceptions (something that, so far, I have sincerely failed to do on a large scale). It is hilarious to think that through journeys of misery and infinite procrastination I managed to find myself a part of the industry I wanted to join… but from a completely different side of the spectrum.

What I do or do not do as of now though… that is something I would rather leave for a more distant post (since I already wrote something rather similar recently) and go instead with something much more simple.

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