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Sixteen Seconds

It has been a long while since I so much as bothered thinking about going back to the way some things were before: The times before work was a reality, and during the short time where I expected to do both work and school… and little time was spent with education during that period of time.

Now time is distributed in a fashion that is more common among humans. The scarcity of time left for creating is not as bad as it could be, but it somehow is harder to do when our mind is not in the right place when it should be. The notion of forcing it to do what I wanted to do has changed as there is little energy to do it, and inspiration is usually concentrated on many other things: Mainly Twitter.

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A Return to Triviality

After a good three weeks of travelling and reincorporating oneself to the life that we were leading for many a month, things have finally managed to settle down for good.

This is supremely alarming.

During the time we spent in the motherland, we had time to think about the priorities and objectives of our existence as we disposed of many a memory and reviewed what the notions the previous iterations of our self wanted and yearned for. It was a pleasant experience, and it surely helped us develop in more than one way in order to prepare for… what?

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Breath of Rot

Interactions with humans are something surprisingly simple to hold, but unfortunately for every single one of them in this planet, a great portion of them simply enjoy complicating absolutely every single facet of interaction that can possibly be infected with an inherently disgusting lack of simplicity.

Communication is one of the basic elements of human interaction. Communication has its own degrees of disgust and simplicity that vary from person to person, culture to culture, and language to language. The basic elements of some of its levels, however, are more easily understood by reducing human expressions to their animalistic equivalents. Treating someone nicely versus being mean in some degree towards someone and the inevitable reasoning behind the reason for each kind of treatment.

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The Horrors of Memories

The last couple of days have been spent cleaning a decade and a half’s worth of memories and ideas. What started as a completely empty space of residence eventually cluttered up until there was little space for new memories and objects to find a place to live in.

For the last four years the place wherein most of these memories were found laid dormant and absolutely still. Now that the time has come for it to go away, the need to purify and reduce everything that was found within its walls arose. The notion at first seemed like something simple that would be able to be executed without flaw or effort, but upon venturing into the enterprise for a while longer things turned out to be quite different.

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Indifference and Worry

For the longest part of our existence there have been a series of notions that have been poorly developed and at one point were even nonexistent. Most of this notions are straightly related to the realms of emotion and social duty: That which society expects us to do within it, and the manner in which the body itself responds and acts in the presence of such social actions.

It took quite a while to develop what is commonly known as casual emotion, for the teenage years of our life were spent lying to everyone abut everything in every possible way in order to appear moderately normal when interacting with others. The things that hurt the most as far as learning goes were understanding the emotions of others and acting a way slightly close to what society teaches humans to act like.

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