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What Fills Me the Most

There are few things in this world of wonders that manage to make my soul deeply joyful and unfathomably peaceful. As a child and then a teenager I always looked for things to relieve my usual stress and often failed miserably as nothing besides my usual imagining of worlds and abuse of explosion sounds managed to calm me down.

It was not until the very first years of my life as an adult that I finally stumbled upon something that managed to calm me down, allow me to thinks over, use time efficiently, and feed me at the same time. I discovered the art of cuisine.

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When I Add New Songs

In spite of the fact that I spent my entire day in front of a screen that changed constantly between three windows, and despite the fact that my routine of physical activity consisted in me opening album cases, leaning to my left, and pushing a button, today was one of the most productive days I have seen in months.

For my music library at the very least.

Ever since I started compulsively obtaining albums as a teenager, I have had a massive amount of trouble adding the things I acquire to my music library. The reason is simple: Encoding a single album or a number as vast as three can take only a couple of minutes, but once that number reaches double digits and gets to triple digits eventually, you are in for a lot of trouble. Being an audiophile does little to help me as I am careful to encode my files in such a way that makes them light enough to be easily transferable and of high enough quality to be listeneable.

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Not What It Seems

The elders say that there is no better way to learn things than experiencing them, but I sometimes wish there were proper guides for every little thing that can be done in life. With a certain warning regarding experience versus knowledge and how they compliment each other, but still… the best of two worlds instead of just fragments of each one.

Ever since I obtained my first DSLR I made it a main objective to stay away from that which everyone else was doing. From HDR to vintage-looking images and certain… things many a photographer did, were doing, and are doing I have avoided with a passion. Most of the things I do are because I deemed them convenient and enjoyable, and while that has made me slightly slower in the way I learn some things, it has lead me to use a few that people often ignore (vertical shots? elbow goes under!).

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Dispose of Your Human Shell

For the longest part of my life I have been bored to dead as far as the looks of society go: A series of mindless and starved individuals absorbing everything they see. Be it an odd or an incredibly boring fashion style that has come from some place for some reason, the masses are excellent at making every little change something stale and repetitive. Probably the saddest part is that the numbers in which some styles are reproduced make them popular enough to preserve themselves as they originally were for a long time… usually until said vistas get to meet their descendants and their imitations — then they all gather in a gargantuan party of despicable equality.

I have always admired those individuals who live within relatively small sub cultures for their hatred for normality and their dedication in the ways they look depending on the situation and purpose of their activities. The problem with the way the masses look is not so much that they fill their minds with defecation, but that the standards by which styles evolve are severely influenced by a vast amount of people with a concept of modernism similar to that of a group of nuns reeking of eggnog and cookies: Matching colours for seasons, curves to balance body shapes, and products to make people look as exciting as a concrete wall after it dries up.

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A High Maintenance Hobby

Hobbies are amazing things to have in life. As someone who spent its childhood doing nothing but collecting robots and dinosaurs to relatively sickening levels, hobbies were definitely not a big part of my life until I discovered music and started to get addicted to videogames.

One of the hobbies that takes away a largely vast amount of my time nowadays is photography. It is funny that such a hobby would develop to the level it has grown as of this moment in such a little time. As far as money goes, I currently possess a higher value in photography goods than what I have spent my entire life in videogames. Considering I started buying videogames in 1997 and was gifted the camera that started my hobby in 2010, things are looking relatively dark for the future.

Or should I say light?

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